Jeff Lowe's Metanoia (2014)
Jeff
Lowe's Metanoia is a film memoir about a native son who entered the Utah
Mountains, went out into the world, and finally came full-circle back to his
roots. From Ogden's Olympic-class snow slopes, quartzite crags and frozen
waterfalls to storied summits in Yosemite, the Alps and Himalayas, this
modern-day mountain man spanned continents and changed forever the cutting-edge
of ascent.
One
hundred and fifty years ago, a persecuted people fled west across the American
plains, traversed a gap in the Wasatch Mountains, and found their
"place"; a wall of stone at their backs, land to plant and graze and
the Great Basin stretching four-hundred miles to the west, an inland
"sea" to feed their souls.
Over
the years the Mormons and their children developed many communities north and
south along the Utah mountain front. Their most unique creation might be the
geographical, cultural and creative crossroads known as Ogden. One of those
children was Jeff Lowe, son of a free-thinking WWII pilot war hero who had left
the religious flock but came to Ogden to practice law, and a budding Seattle
thespian who left dancing in the coast city behind and followed her man to the
most eclectic town in the Zion state.
Fourth
among eight children born to Ralph Lowe and Elgene Siefertson Lowe, Jeff took
naturally to his father's code of self-reliance and self-responsibility. Although
"belly-achin" would get the kids nowhere with dad and not much
further with mom, the family motto was "have fun, work hard and get
smart", with the emphasis in that order, too. Although Elgene tried hard
to convince her kids of the grace to be found in her Lutheran faith, most of
them, including Jeff, found spiritual sustenance in the cathedrals of nature:
the canyons and mountains and forests where their father worshipped. So the
kaleidoscopic range of wild animals that shared the Lowe household and yards in
the early years just seemed natural. The bobcat, the 8-foot python, the
great-horned owl, the bald eagle, the badger, the wolves, the cougar - Bruno
the bear and all the rest - were welcomed to the family as celestial entities,
to be highly respected but never feared.
From
the start, Jeff took to heart the pioneer spirit. His dad's introduction to
skiing and climbing at the ages of four and six were like giving wings to a
bird and hands to a monkey. He became a champion skier, but ultimately chose to
leave competition with other humans behind to make ascent his lifetime passion.
As his
widening spiral of adventures took him far away, he was continually amazed by
how completely his childhood backyard playground had prepared him. The 27th
Street Roof above Ogden provided him with skills that later unlocked the key
passage on Pakistan's Trango Tower. Frozen Malan's Waterfall prepared him for
five thousand feet of near vertical ice on his first ascent of Kwangde in
Nepal.
Watching
the constellation of Orion march slowly across the night sky from his first
solo bivouac on the rocks of Mount Ogden at just 14 years old gave Jeff a
talisman that would portend good luck on savage climbs from Peru to the Pamirs.
Techniques
and tools that he and his brothers Greg and Mike devised for local challenges
became the gold standard of excellence for climbers around the world. Greg
introduced the first sophisticated internal frame pack in 1967, allowing
climbers to carry loads with better balance and more efficiently. The basement
operations eventually became Lowe Alpine Systems and with that pack design as
its nucleus, eventually expanded to become a world leader in innovation and
quality. Later came cam nuts and modular ice tools, the first soft-shell
clothing system from Jeff's company, Latok, and many others.
Jeff took the sport from laboriously cutting steps on slopes of ice, to dancing lightly on the front-points of crampons up vertical cold-locked cascades. From slowly engineering one's way up giant rock walls taking many days, to relying instead on free-climbing strength, skill and boldness to climb those same walls in a fraction of the time. From quasi-militaristic "assaults" by huge parties of climbers fixing ropes and stocking ever-higher camps before finally "bagging" a Himalayan summit, to simply putting a few provisions in a pack on one's back, leaving camp at the foot of the mountain and climbing to the peak and down again all in one go, leaving nothing behind.
In all
these related aspects of the "alpine-style" revolution, Jeff Lowe was
a pioneer who led the way. The whole goal was to accomplish the most inspired
climbs with the least equipment, firm in the knowledge that the ensuing
experiences would lead to greater levels of self-awareness.
A
subtle yet significant environmental message is expressed in the film. As an
alpine style climber, Jeff was committed to a purist ethic of climbing that
involved an elegant unclimbed route - on a small crag, big rock wall, icefall,
couloir or Alpine or Himalayan mountain face - on sight and solo.
With
an attitude of total responsibility for his own safety and impact on the
environment, Jeff's countless achievements, gear innovations, instructional
materials and climbing legacy are proof that uncompromising personal standards
are no hindrance to success. Doing less with more is applicable to much of
daily life, one of many lessons Jeff brought back from the mountain top.
But
Lowe's was not a career of marching only from one peak to the next. There were
plenty of hard times in the valleys, too, for society isn't set up in ways that
automatically reward the alpine vagabond, no matter his or her brilliance. Nor
are traditional relationships with family, friends, marriage partners and
children easy to balance when the siren call of the heights is ever-present in
the ear and separations of weeks and months are common.
In the
early 1990's Jeff's life had become complicated and stressful almost beyond his
ability to cope. He was dealing with one climbing business that had failed,
another that was demanding more and more resources to stay afloat, a
two-year-old daughter that he was churning inside for neglecting, and a new
affair with a famous French woman climber that had precipitated divorce
proceedings.
Facing
this mountain of trouble, Jeff turned to what he knew best: climbing. He chose
the most difficult unclimbed route he could find on one of the most dangerous
mountains in the world. He went alone in winter, right up the middle of the
most notorious mountain face in the Alps, the 6,000' high North Face of the
Eiger in Switzerland. During the climb, Jeff faced conditions that it seemed no
human could survive.
Metanoia - The Eiger Route |
On his
historic and epic Eiger climb, Jeff found himself harking back to lessons
learned as a boy, when confronted with some potentially lethal crux. He held
one-sided conversations with some of the ghosts of past Eiger tragedies. Each
night as he hung in his little bivouac tent he gazed by headlamp at a sacred
picture of his baby girl, and contemplated his love for her, and what he could
do to be present for her in the future.
High
up, trapped a day below the summit in a little limestone grotto by a fierce
storm, Jeff hears a strange, deeply resonant sound. After hours of questioning
the source, he finally concludes it is his own vibration, being amplified by
the great concave rock wall and broadcast to the universe. Jeff sits there,
then, in a state of satori. For moments or perhaps hours, Jeff experiences life
beyond time and space and gets a glimpse of a greater reality and his own place
in it.
When
he finds himself once again aware of the spindrift rushing past the opening of
his hermit cave, his world-view has shifted and he is calm in the face of the
financial and emotional challenges that he knows will still be his when he
completes this climb. Most important he sees a path ahead with his daughter
that will eventually leave her with an unquestioned base of love and support
from her father. It's all good, in a way, but he's out of food, wet and chilled
to the bone, and there is still nearly 1,000 feet of difficult climbing to go.
Nine
harrowing days after he started, Jeff completed what is now considered the most
formidable route on the Eiger. He named his route Metanoia – a transformative
change of heart. His priorities shifted, his purpose clarified, he was anxious
to return to his baby girl and fulfill his commitment to her. Yet another storm
was fast approaching, so Jeff was whisked off the summit by a helicopter,
leaving his pack secured in the ice, high up on the Eiger.
Jeff Lowe's Metanoia explores
Jeff's life as a climber, husband, father, entrepreneur and now grandfather. He
lived life Alpine-Style, close to the edge, traveling light, trying to extract
the most from each experience. Now Jeff brings his lessons from the mountains
home to Ogden, Utah as he negotiates old terrain in new ways, with disabilities
he could never have imagined. A transformative change of heart that takes place
on the Eiger infuses his life with acceptance, peace and joy.
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& Photo courtesy: jeffloweclimber.com